Happy Birthday to me!

I've officially entered my last year of being 20 yesterday. How time flies. It just felt like yesterday that I was excited as I was turning 21. And then came 22...which was still ok. Before I can really sit down and digest the fact that I'm officially an adult, it was time for me to blow the 29 candles on my birthday cake! Well, ok. I exagerate. There wasnt 29 candles on my birthday cake. The most candles that i had to blow was only 6, and that was because there were 6 letters to spell my name.

My bday cupcake that Feesa baked. Yummy!

Feesa woke up extra early that morning to do the icing on the cupcake and it was worth it cos it was DELICIOUS! On top of that, the food that i ordered was equally delicous but i didnt take photo of it. I did, however, took photo of some of the food that the rest ordered:

We celebrated my bday in Labodega in Bangsar (Telawi) and i really like the place. Its a really nice place to chill, especially if you are surrounded by super uber cool friends like the ones in the pictures below.

Introduction: Feesa (pink blouse), Sid (Grey shirt); HA (white shirt); BF (black shirt) and me (polka dot top)

From Labodega, we adjourned to catch a movie in Cinneleasure called "27 Dresses" and then from there, we adjourned to Sid's house to eat the 'keropok leko' that he bought from Terengganu. The 'keropok' is huge! Sid had to boil it to defrost the thing and then fry it for us to eat. So while waitting for it to defrost, HA and BF were playing cards, me and Feesa were catching up on girls talk, while Sid were buys chatting with his friend on-line. We didnt stay long though as it was getting pretty late and we had to make our move.

All in all, it was a great nite and I trully enjoyed myself. If it wasnt for us needing to work the next day, we would have stayed out longer. Ah well! At least I get to eat the yummylicious cupcake, watch a movie and sample the keropok leko from Terengganu for my bday!

Wedding reception + Weekend getaway - Kuantan

Every time I mentioned about my trip to Kuantan, people would tell me "why were you in Kuantan? There's nothing to see there wat!". Well, these people are so wrong. I don't know which part of Kuantan they went to, but I quite enjoy my trip there earlier this month.

If it wasn't because of Jamie's wedding reception, I wouldn't have thought of going to Kuantan myself. Thank the-big-guy-up-there that Jamie invited us to the wedding cos if not, then we wouldn't be able to enjoy the splendour of Kuantan!

Jamie's wedding reception was held on the 8th of March 08, which was a Saturday. So we decided to go since it was the weekend anyway and that we've (bf & I) have never been there. My uber cool friends were also invited so we all booked a 3 bedroom apartment in this place called "Tembeling Resort". That too we should thank Jamie, cos if it weren't for her, we wouldn't have known that the place ever existed. Will post the picture of the place in due course cos I didn't bring it today.

Looking at the price that we were paying, the resort is actually not that bad and most importantly, it was near the house of where the reception were held. So it was easy for us since we weren't that familiar with the place. The room that we got was facing the ocean, so when we open the sliding, we were greeted by the ocean breeze. That was seriously the highlight of the apartment. Apart from that, everything else were pretty much standard and I don't have much complaint about it. Well, ok. I lied. I do have one, uno, complain about the place and its about the a/c in our room! I guess it was super old that when we turn it off, the water will drip causing the floor to flood! It was such an inconvenience for both of us cos we were not able to off the a/c regardless of how cold we were that night. Urrgh!

Ok, enough about the complain. Moving on...

We arrived in Kuantan that afternoon, so we had a few hours to kill before needing to attend the reception. UCF (Uber Cool friends) decided to kill their time at the beach while me and BF decided to hit the mall. Got myself a swimsuit at the mall and then we decided to join UCF at the beach.

Picture from left to right: Me and BF enjoying the breeze; aww...; UCF and me; UCF with BF and me.

Took more pictures at the beach and then went back to the hotel to get ready for the reception. All of us decided to wear the traditional malay costumes for the reception and we look like one happy family on Raya day in the picture! Hehehe..

Don't we all look like we were ready to celebrate Raya?! =P

Arrived at the reception and saw that some of our colleagues were already there, eating. So we joined in and stayed there long enough to take pictures with the bride & groom.

Bride and groom with our team and our families

Obviously there are more pictures of the wedding than I intend to post here, but I think this one is more than enough. Besides, if it were my wedding, then I'll probably want to post alot more pictures that I should. =)

The next day, we checked out and made our journey back to KL. But before we did that, we manage to stop by at Cherating and checked out the beach. Was disappointed though as the beach weren't as nice as 'Telok Chempedak". UCF decided that they were gonna drive to Terengganu but me and BF decided not to tag along cos it was gonna be a longer drive home if we were to go. So, off them went to Terengganu and us to KL.

It was an interesting trip and I do hope to come back again. Kuantan, you have not seen the last of us yet!

Happy Valentine!

Since I can remember, the celebration of Valentine is meant for lovers around the world to profess their love for each other on that special day. Not that they cant profess their love on any other days, but it seems that if they do it on the 14th of February, it becomes even more special. That is why on this particular date, items such as flowers would be in high demand causing the price to hike up to a 100%! Not only that, restaurants and hotels would also be taking advantage of that special day by hiking up THEIR prices! But seriously...which girl doesn't like to be pampered with expensive dinners or showered with flowers?!? Whoever says that she doesn't, I can guarantee you that she's lying!

Well, I LOVE being pampered. I would grab any opportunity to be pampered by dearest BF and he knows it all to well! =P. This year, the bouquet that I got was fairly bigger that what I got last year. Not that I'm comparing or anything like that. I love it either way! Ohh...and did I mention that it has this cute teddy bear in the middle???

Left to right: My valentine flower that BF gave. Notice the teddy bear in the middle?? Cute huh?

As part of the tradition of Valentine's day, we were supposed have dinner that night. But since I was still not well (Yes..I was sick on VALENTINE'S DAY! How more depressing can it be?!), we decided to have dinner somewhere near to our house that serve soupy stuff for boring me. =(

We found a place somewhere in Tmn Conought and ordered our food. I remembered ordering soup but apart from that, I cant remember much. That was how drugged and disoriented I was at that time. Its either that, or the food was pretty much forgettable.

Didn't stay there long so as soon as we finish our main dish, we paid the bill and left. I felt bad for BF though, but I was really sick. All I wanted to do was go thru the dinner without me passing out and then straight home to rest.

Got home, ate my medicine and off to bed I went. I didn't even know what time BF came in to sleep.

So there you have it, my boring germ infested Valentine for 2008. Hopefully, next year our celebration would be better and most importantly..germ free!!

Weekend Getaway - Cameron Higland

After the Melaka trip, we decided that we wanted to make this year a visit Malaysia year, whereby we plan to visit one location or state (whichever is convenient) each month.

Since the 1st of Feb was a PH in KL and it was a Friday, we decided to take advantage of the extra day and make a short trip somewhere. Obviously we had to find a place where its not that far away from KL or wont cost us that much. We've been mentioning about driving up to Cameron Highland several times but didn't actually had the time to spare, so with the extra day to the weekend, we decided that it was the perfect time to do so. We would drive up on Friday morning and drive down again the following day so that we have that Sunday to rest. And that was exactly what we did!

We departed from home early that Friday morning in the hope of getting there early. But....the direction that our friend (Sid) gave earlier got us lost and that took an hour of our time as we had to find our way back to the highway! Thank goodness we called another friend of ours (Maya) and she told us to use the highway as it would be easier. Uhuh...she was right. It was wayyyyy much easier that the direction that Sid provided to us. Found out much later that the direction that Sid provided was actually the trunk road leading to Cameron Highland. So for first timers like me and BF, its not advisable to use that road. I'll just stick to the normal route..thank you very much!

After driving for nearly 2 hours plus, we arrived at the foot of the hill. We still have another hour or so to reach the top of the hill so without wasting more time, we began our journey. It poured for a bit when we were on the way up, so we decided to stop at this place called Lata Iskandar to enjoy the scenery as well as give BF sometime to rest from all the driving..

Nice view huh??

After the rain stopped, we continued our journey and reached our destination around noon-ish. No hotels were booked so we went around to search for one and finally ended up at this hotel called "Century Pines Resort". We have no complains about the hotel cos its affordable, the room is big and most importantly, its clean.

Left to right: Bf in front of the Hotel and the room that we got to stay in.

The first place that we went to after we arrived was a strawberry park nearby, where you can see rows after rows of strawberry's planted on the soil based that was prepared. Unfortunately, you can only see from outside as they don't allow visitors to go into the green house. We did however, went into the green house next to it to look at flowers..such beautiful flowers they have!

Left to right: BF in the green house; me in the greenhouse; one of the flowers that they had outside; and me outside the place.

The next day, we checked out of the hotel and before heading down, we visited a few more places. Unfortunately, the camera that I took had a weak battery cos we didn't charge it the night before. So we had to buy a disposable camera cos we wanted to take more photos. Hehe. Will load the picture once i get the time to find where the I place the CD. =P

We arrived home around 8ish as we left Cameron Highland quite late. Would definitely visit the place again and the next time we go there, will probably stay there a bit longer. 3 days 2 nights..perhaps??!

Thaipussam is a Public Holiday for KL as well! Yay! Happiness! This was apparently announced last night but I just found out about it this morning. That's what happens when you dont watch the news, huh?

Thought of going for a day trip to Cameron but was told againts it cos its gonna be a tiring trip. So might scrap that idea. Next in mind is having a picnic at one of the waterfalls. I hope it wont be packed! Lets see which idea shall materialise cos knowing me...i might just stay at home and do nothing.

Christmas 07 postings

Bf and I was back in Kuching for a week to celebrate the Christmas holiday with my family. A week felt soo short cos by the time we get to chill and trully enjoy Kuching, it was already time to leave. If it wasnt because of our 3 darlings we left in KL, we wouldnt have boarded the plane. *Sigh..*

Anyway, a few days before we were to leave for Kuching, my eldest sister (JM) came down from Kuching to stay with us so she can do her Christmas shopping in KL. She came down on the 19th (am) and was scheduled to leave for Kuching with us on the 23rd. So from the 19th to the 22nd, she was supposedly finish her christmas shopping list cos we wouldnt have time to do anymore shopping on the 23rd, right? Well, she only manage to finish her list on the morning of the 23rd!! Thank goodness we booked the last flight. If not, i dont think she would have been able to finish her list. Also, if it wasnt for my other sister (LC) who arrived from Singapore on that morning itself, then i dont think my elder sister would have been able to finish the list on time. Poor LC. Only manages to catch a few winks before she had to drag herself up and follow JM to the shopping mall. Even then, I was informed that JM missed buying gifts for a few people and one of them is none other than our MOM! Of all the people!! Guessed it must've slipped her mind due to the stress of shopping under alot of pressure and also having to shop in a crowded shopping malls. Hehehe...keh-sian...

We took several pictures while JM and LC was here but its with JM and she has not sent me any of the pics, so no posting of pics here.

Anyway, here are some of the pictures that i took while in miau2 city. Some of them are abit blurr but until i get a real camera, we'll have to make do with what we've got then..

BF and I on Christmas day after opening our presents..

Our cat - Tiger, in Kuching. Isnt she a cutie?!

Enjoying the night life in Kuching a few days before we had to fly off..

From left: Elly (my cousin), myself and Jacq

Overall, my trip home this time around for Christmas was a memorable one cos all my family and friends were around. Other than that, the fact that I get to eat all the local food and especially HOME COOKED FOOD just made it even worth the trip. Yummy!! Unfortunately, I didnt take any pictures of all the food that we ate while we were there. Mental note to self: Next trip home, take pictures of food eaten.

Hello 2008...so long 2007~

Its 6.08pm on the 4th of January and its rainning cats and dogs outside. It would be soo nice if i were at home and not the office!! How duhhh..

Anyway, was planning to start the posting with a new year wish to myself, but then again i decided againts doing it cos its just lame. In actual fact, i cant think of anything interesting to write today..not that the rest of the postings were interesting to begin with, but there's no harm in thinking that it was, right? Btw, did i mentioned earlier that i cant think of anything interesting to write?? How frustrating!! I do have photos that i can post instead of writing anything but i've not transfered anything yet to the pc. Its still on my phone. Have been reminding myself to tranfer the file eons ago but obviously that didnt happen, right? See what happens when you procrastinate?!

So..2008 is here and honouring my 2007 resolution, I decided not to make ANY resolution for this year. Can you guess what my 2007 resolution was? Uhuh! You guessed it! It was to NOT have any resolutions. Reason? Simple: cos I could never fulfill any of the resolution that I made every year.

THE END

Piture Galore or the lack thereof...

Oh dear, oh dear..a month and a half to go till 2008. How time flies. It seems only yesterday that we celebrated the coming of 2007 and now 2008 is just around the corner!!

I know i have not been blogging since my last trip back to Kch and obviously alot of things have happened since then. However, its gonna be a LONG post if i were to write all, so am just gonna stick to the recent event. Well..am not even gonna write..am just gonna post pictures and some short comments bout the picture. Just feeling abit lazy with the writting bit. Heheh..

Me with bf

Apart from the cluster on the table and the unknown guy on the background, i kinda like this picture. Anyway, moving on to the other pics...

Standing: Jacq & Aaron
Seated: Myself, Lo & Johny

I wish i could post more pictures, but unfortunately, I dont have that many to work with. There's this one picture of just the 3 of us (myself, Jacq and Lo) that I really wanted to post in here, but its too blur, so had to scap that idea as well. All the pictures taken that night was either froma camera phone or an actual camera of friends cos (1) i dont have a camera phone and (2) i dont have a camera, so had to depend on other people la. Pathetic huh?! Ah well, life goes on..

Till then...adios!

Home Sweet Home

Ahh...finally, after all this while, were back in Kuching. Its so good to be back home but the flight we took was..well..a bit bumpy. When we landed, some of the passenger's were practically clapping. Bumpy..ppl clapping when it finally landed...get the picture?? This is all due to the bad weather in KL. When we were in Kuching airways, everything was quite normal except for some bumps here and there. I hope i wouldn't have to experience it again when the time comes for me to fly back to KL. *Sigh*

BF and I are back to Kch to spend the holidays with loved ones. Bf is actually celebrating Raya but as for myself, am just here to enjoy the needed break from work.

We landed in Kch airport on Raya eve quite late so we didn't really get to go anywhere that night. We did however went out for a while to lepak at this place near my house to have a drink before we call it a night. Didn't really call it a night after that though, cos when we got home, my cousin whom were living next door were outside, so we lepak for a bit more. Bf didn't stay long cos he had to sleep early to prepare to tomorrow's big day. I left with him just so that i can eat the delicious noodle that i 'tapau' from the stall only to be disappointed by the taste afterwards. Ah well, i guess the older we get, the more our pallate becomes choosy.

Anyway, after the disappointing noodle, i went out to have a puff and cousin called me to join them lepak at their house. Since it has been a while since I've met her, so i went ahead and ended up lepaking with her till about 1ish. The husband were doing his tattoo so we were chatting while at the same time teasing the husband cos he was obviously in pain! It was so good to sit and talk about life, the good old days and also about what's been happening to the people around us.

Didn't manage to get enuff sleep that night. Dont know why. Mum woke me up early to go visiting to my brother's house but i kindda had made a promise to go over to bf's house instead. So while the rest of my family went visiting, i stayed at home. Sms'ed my good friend who told me she wanted to follow me visit bf's house, but she had to run some errand for her mum, so tak jadi. Ended up going to bf's house only in the evening cos i was not up to it earlier. Guess it was cos of the lack of sleep.

Was at bf's house till about 10ish cos the nephew was hosting his birthday party. There were so many people! I was actually not in the mood for visiting at first, let alone a birthday party but cos it was bf's family member, so i had to be nice. The things we do for men, kan?!

Went home straight after that, took my shower and then lepak a bit with my sis who were also around for the holiday before i hit the sack. Tried to read a book but eyes were so sleepy so i put the book aside and off i went to Lala land.

Woke up the next day bright and early but will write about that on the next posting. Hopefully i can put up some pictures on the next posting.

Till then, I would like to wish all the Muslims all over the whole, a Selamat Hari Raya and to those that are not celebrating but is taking advantage of the long weekend, happy holidays!!

Cheers~

Miaw..

I love animals. As much as i can remember, my childhood has always been surrounded by animals. This is contributed by the fact that my whole family are animal lovers, so we pretty much have pets ranging from cats & dogs to birds and chickens. So now, living on my own, i guess it would be suprise if i were not to have a pet..regardless of what it would be. As such, it WASNT a suprise when i got myself, not one, but THREE cats, which consist of Girl,Milo and Dessy.

First and foremost, i present to you Girl! I adopted her way back in 2003. She was actually brought home by my housemate, but she (my housemate) didnt do a good job as a mommy, so me and bf took over from there and we have not regreted our decision ever since as she is such an angel!

Then there is Milo...

We rescued and adopted Milo a year after we got Girl. Isnt's she adorable in this picture? She was a small and fragile kitten when we first got her in but now, she is the strongest and fatest (*ahem) cat AND she also rules the house. Hehehe..

And lastly, there is Dessy...

We got Dessy (again...rescued & adopted) last 2005. At first, when we rescued her, we were planning to find her a good home as we werent planning to have a third one and there was also a prospective 'adopter' (got word like that a?..=P). However, this person changed their mind and we also got attached to her, so we decided to just keep her. She was soo cute as a kitten and even now, she still looks adorable. Awww....look at that. How can you resist such a face?!?!

So there. Those are all my pets..my "babies". They have brought much joy & happiness to me all these years and i dont know what i'll do without them.

xoxo!

So long 2006...hello 2007!

I'm back!! I know it has been the longest time since i last updated this blog of mine. The last post i wrote was way back in June 06 and now is already Feb 2007! Good God, how time flies..*sigh*

So.. a new year means a year older for me. Not necessarily wiser, but definitely experienced. Especially with what i had to go thru last year. I wish all of it didnt happen, but the truth of the matter is, it did. And i had the hardest time coping with it. I dont really want to go into details of what happened as i am not ready. Not now, though. Maybe one day..when i'm really ready to let it out..i shall write about it.

Ok, moving on. Where was I? Oh ya, it all started about being a year older this year. As hard as it is to admit it, i am and will be nearing the ending of my sweet 20's. I am not really at the end YET, but in a few (2..*cough*) more years, i'll be there. Darn..i'm gonna change topic again, cos this aging thingy is not making me feel any better.

Moving on! I actually have SOO many things to write about but at the moment, the excuses below allows me not to proceed with doing it:

1. I dont have that much time to write it all

2. Am at work, so i gotta look busy

3. I have a meeting to attend and my boss just walked pass my cubicle!!

I'll try and get it all posted before i leave at the end of the day, but no promises ppl.

P/s: The pics above really potrays how i am feeling right now....Utter lazzyness...

Bf the jerkville..

I'm back! Wow...its been a while since i last updated this blog. Damn! Neway, since the last time i wrote, alot of things have happened in my life. Some bad, some good. However, most of it has been bad.

Its a long story and bf (jerkville) wants to go home and watch football, so i guess i wont be writting about it tonight. Maybe some other time..

Anyway, its good to be writting back and i hope i would be doing this again..soon!

1st posting for the year 2006

Happy year 2006! I know i'm 3 months too late, but since this is my first posting for year 2006 and this IS my blog, means that i can say or write anything i want and if there's anyone who is not happy with that can go sniff their own butt. Hah!

Looking back at 2005 and how my life has been affected by it, i can fairly say that it has been an interesting one. More like riding a roller-coaster cause of its ups and downs. Yeah, there were times when i feel like life sucks beyond words. But latter, something happens that makes you change you mind, and then, it seems that life was not that bad at all. Weird eh? I know. I guess its just nature's way of doing things. Balancing the good and the bad..the Yin's and Yang's i guess. So yeah, 2005 has been good to me and i hope its the same for everyone else.

Company Annual Dinner 2005

Gosh, it has been quite a while since i posted something here. How time flies..

Anyway, last saturday, our company held its annual dinner at this newly refurbish boutique hotel at the heart of KL. The place is soo beatiful..oh, and the room..wow..! I never knew a hotel room can even look that good!

So anyway...the whole week my colleagues have been asking me what i was gonna wear to the dinner. Frankly speaking, i had nothing nice to wear! Oh no, i thought to myself..i seriously need to go shopping. Since Mon-Fri me and Mr.A had to work and we go back quite late, so there's no way we could squeaze the time to go shopping. That leaves that Sat itself to go shopping, and that is what we did.

Spent most of that Saturday at the shopping mall and i couldnt find ONE outfit that looks nice! To worsen the matter, i had only a couple more hours before the actual event takes place. In the end, i got a blouse and a skirt. It wasnt what i was looking for, but i was happy with the purchase. If only i could've noticed it in the first place, then i wouldnt have to spend the whole day circling the damn shopping mall! Sheeshhh....

After that shopping trip, we had only just enough time go home, take a quick shower, get dress and get back on the road so we wont be late for the dinner.

Arrived at the hotel on time, got a good seat and the food was served. This was followed by the idol thingy and two of my friends were competing for the title. Every couple were given two tokens to vote for our favourite idol, and i wanted to be fair, so i voted one for each friend. Alas, neither one won. Sigh...such a pity cause they were REALLY good. However, my dissapointment only lasted for a while cause i won the lucky draw item!! How cool is that?! I was estatic cause all my life, i had never won anything when it comes to lucky draw. Damn, it felt good!

Anyway, long story cut short, had a blast that night. Just hoped that i will still working at the same company to enjoy another great annual dinner party!

To drive or not to drive....?!

Drove our car for the first time today. We had bought the car in June last year, but i've never actually driven it cause i'm kindda afraid with how there are like road bullies everywhere. Anyway, since tomorrow will be a public holiday (Deepavali), we were given a half-day at the office. However, some offices still require their staff to work full day today and one such office is where Mr. A works at. Party poopers!

With half-day officially declared, we were allowed to leave by 12pm. Mr. A left work at 11:45 am and reach my office at around 12:15 pm to send me home before driving back to work. However, i wasnt ready to leave. Reason?! Well, my boss was still around, so i felt kindda guilty leaving early. Its not only my boss who were still around..the entire people in the office were still around! How can you leave without feeling guilty?! So i thought to myself.."why dont i just drive Mr.A back to work and drive the car myself? Hmm..sounds good".

By the time i got down, I saw Mr. A still stuck in the jam in front of my office, so i brave the rain and jumped into the car. Once in, I spoke of my intention to MrA. He asked.. "are you sure? Its rainning so the road is a bit slippery, you know. Do you have the confidence? Do you know which road to take latter?..ect". His worry was making me have second thoughts, which is not a good thing if i want to ever drive the car! So there i was, trying to build the confidence to drive for the first time since we bought the car, and he doesnt trust me! "Gee, thanks for the boost of confidence" i told him.

When i went down to see him, i have not packed my things as i thought i would be back to the office once i drop him off at his office. But since he wasnt sure whether to allow me to drive and i myself wasnt too sure of my decision, i decided to head up back to my office and pack. By that time it was already 12:30pm and i guess my boss wouldnt mind if i leave around this time.

Once everything was packed and my pc was shut, i headed back down without even looking at my boss (to lessen the guilt of leaving early..hehe). Since it was still early, i told Mr. A to drive home and see how it goes there. He agreed. So we headed back home. The roads were kindda empty cause most of the ppl had gone back to their respective hometowns for the long holidays, so it didnt took us long to reach home.

Reach home around 1 something, had a puff of cigaratte and off we go again. Yup, u guessed it. I will be driving the car home. The whole way to his office, Mr. A was telling me the route home i should take, that i should not worry..that i'll be fine...ect,ect. The jam around his office area when we reach there were not helping me at all! My palms were sweating..hearts pounding..head throbbing..i really feel i was gonna faint as we neared his office...

We arrived at his office at around 2:10pm. Gave him a kiss, then off he went to resume his work. So there i was sitting in the car, alone, in the driver's seat for the first time! I said to myself.."this is it. I can do this. I'll be ok.." and off i drove.

To tell you the truth, the driving thingy was actually not that bad! I kindda enjoyed it. I do admit that my knees were still shaking when i arrived home, but hey, i made it home! And i didnt stop there either. I went out driving again half-hour latter...hehehehe!

Any moral to this story? I dont know. There is i guess. But since my fingers hurt from typing on this very shitty cybercafe keyboard, i will just let whoever reads it (if any) to figure it out themselves. So there!

Friends for life?!....

Everyone in this world have at least one good friend. For me, i used to have alot! That includes my chilhood buddy, who is also my cousin, my college buddies, my high school chum and not forgetting beloved Mr. A. Well, today, my topic will be focused on my high school chum..

Since primary one, i have bonded with quite a number of people in school. Some of them lasted till i was in form 3! However, things changed. After our form 3 exam, we were gonna be placed according to the grade that we got for our exam. I studied really hard, cause it was kindda like my dream to go into science class. Sounds lame, doesn it?! Hehehe...Well, to cut story short, i got into my dream class. I was happy beyond words and not to mention proud of myself! My parents were also sharing that same feeling with me. Mind you, i was the only one in my family who had finnally made it to this soo-called prestegious class. The reason why its soo prestigous?! Well, because during that time, there were only one science class! The rest is the normal ones. Damn proud of myself!

Anyway, my other friends were not that lucky. All of them ended up in the other classess. It was kindda weird cause i dont know anyone in my new classroom. So every recess, i would go over to my friends class and try to act as if everything is still the same. Well, sad to say, i was wrong. I was treated like a stranger! We would sit together and they would completely ignore me! At first, i thought maybe i dont see them that much, so i dont have that much story to share. Besides, i told myself that they were my friends, and they wouldnt do that to me. However, as time progress, nothing changes. They still ignored me and everytime i try to start a conversation, they would only answer one or two sentences and then ignore me again. They would also hang out after school hours and not invite me! I was hurt! Being ingnored is not a very nice feeling...trust me!

After a month of trying to be friends with them again, but failed, i decided to move on. I told myself.."what good is it to be friends with people who dont want you around? I can make other friends!". So that's what i did and that is exactly what i got.

Making new friend is not an easy task especially if you are in a new environment. In my case, that would be a new class full of people most of whom i dont know. I've seen them around though. Some i've seen even far back when i was in elementary school. But somehow i've never actually been close to anyone of them. Besides, they kindda intimidate me cause prior to being in the same class as them, these bunch of students were considered the best among the best in both primary and seconday school!

Anyway, there was this one girl in class that i knew prior to entering the new and intimidating environment. I knew that girl cause coincidently we went to the same tuition class and we were also living in the same neighbourhood. In a weird kindda way, she was actullay the one who got me comfortable in the new environment. She was also kindda like the reason i hooked up with the people who i still considered as my best friends even after 10 years. Not that i couldnt get my own friends...but anywayyyyyyyy..back to the topic.


Long story cut short (again!), i became close to 5 of my classmates, namelly JO,LO,JAC,GLO, and AUD (I hope they dont mind me putting their names here...=S). We do lots of things together, like the same boyband and we even sit close to each other! We also keep in touch even after our high school years and our albums are filled with each other's pictures! That is how close we all were. However, along the years, something changes. I guess its just us growing up and finding our own ways. During that process, 2 of my close friends(Glo & Aud...) decided to give us the silent treatment. We tried to rekindle the oh-so-obvious failling friendship, but alas, we failled. It kidda saddened me, but hey, i still have the other 3!

Now, it has been close to 10 years since i have know this 3 gorgeous ladies that i place dear to my heart. We have faced many tears and laughters, accomplishments and failures and also critisism from others, but our friendship remains strong as ever! I must admit, it has not been easy to maintain the friendship. Especially when most of us are usually soo far away from each-other. Now, i am the only one who is away from home and all three of them are settled back in our hometown.

Anyway, sometimes when i'm back for the holidays, i cant help but feel kindda left out and that they seem more like normal buddies rather than a good friend to me. Reason?! Well, they tend forget that i have not seen or talk to them for quite some time soo most of their topics would be something completely new to me but old news to them. And there's also the people that i never knew were friends with them suddenly becomes the topic of the day. Talk about complete blurrness!

However, being a good friend, i dont balme them. I guess being far away from them has its disadvantages in a sense that i'm always the last one to get updates on things that involves their lives. I too, at times tend to neglect my part in updating them on what's going on in my live. Who can blame us?! With trying to juggle between work, getting rich, love and family, we hardly have time for friendship! Doing all that at one time is hard work i tell you! But, if its worth it, then why waste it?! As we all know, having a good friend or even a bunch of good friends is not an easy thing to do. It takes alot of patient, heartache, tears and ex-boyfriends (hehe..) to get where all 4 of us are right now. Will our friendship last?! I dont know. I hope so though, but i seriously dont know. Only time will tell. But i know one thing for sure. If ever our friendship falls apart (touchwood!), i will always remember them and will still keep in touch, even if its just merely as a casual friend..

But for the time being, i will not think of that (cause its kindda depressing..) and just try to enjoy myself with them....which i will be doing in..mmm...one weeks time! Wohhooooooooooo..!!

TGIF!!!

Its friday ppl! Man...this week has been a slow one for me. As the day has finnally arrived, all i wish now is that the clock would tick faster! Arrrggghhhhhhh..!!

Home Sweet Home...

In a weeks time, i'll be home. Ahh..yes. Home sweet home. There's no place on earth that could replace home no matter how shitty you seem to think your home town is. Yeah, deny it all you want, but its true! Shamefully i admit here that was how i felt then. That was way back when going far,far away from your parents and living alone in a strange place was considered cool or at least fun! Hah! Cant believe that i actually fall for that! Silly, silly ol' me....

I guess i did have fun for the first couple of years staying away from my parents. Who wouldnt be when you get to explore new places and meet new faces! Oh yes...i had tons of fun. I also get to meet lots of people from other parts of the world. How cool is that?! Besides, every semester break, which is like 4 times a year, i get to go home. Who could complain with that? I certainlly didnt at that time.

That was then and this is now. After 5 years of living far away from home, i tend to appreciate home much more. If i could, i would certainlly move back home and be closer to my parents, but because of my obligation here, that is not an option for me. Hmm...wait. I dont think i'm READY yet to actually MOVE BACK home. Maybe just take a longer holiday and not the usual one week break which i usually take. Or maybe go home every weekend?! Sounds good eh? Yeah, for a rich kid!..which by the way, i am not. Guess i'll just have to be happy with the option that i have right now. At least its better than not going home at all!

HUNGER...!

Its officially 12 hours ago that i last tasted food! I made it! If only i can do this for the next 29 days...

I am soo hungry now that all i think about now is food..food..food..and more food. Wonder where Mr. A and i will have dinner. He suggested Pizza Hut. I agreed to it at first, but now when i think about it...starve myself the whole day and in the end i get to eat pizza?! *sigh*. Hopes he changes his mind and decides to treat me dinner somewhere else..but if he doesnt, pizza hut will it be then! At the rate i'm doing right now, i would eat anything that is put infront of me!

Pepperoni/hawaian pizzas..garlic breads.. mushroom soup..salads..bread sticks..YUM!!

Just called mr.A and he's still somewhere in the city...stuck in the STUPID JAM!! That means i will be stuck in the office, god knows till what time. Shoot! I just hate it when this kinda of things happen..which is like on a usual basis. Him stuck in a jam somewhere and me stuck in the office while everyone has left. What a bummer! What's even worse is when both of us is stuck in the jam on the way home. Its like never ending jam!!! When will it all end?!?!

BLA..BLA..BLA.....
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Last night i watched Drew Barrymore's movie..i think it was called "Riding in cars with boys". Loved it! I've watched it before but didnt actually saw the ending cause the CD that i bought was spoiled. So yesterday was the first time i saw the full version of the movie. Did i mentioned that i loved it?! Drew is such a talented actress and oh...the young kid who played her son...talented! Think i'm gonna try and get myself a DVD of that movie so that i can watch it over and over again!! Happinessss...!!

A collegue of mine just gave birth a month or so ago, so today she brought her baby to the office. Oh my god! The baby looks adorable!! I've seen the baby in pictures and in pictures she looks like..well, babies. I was wrong. She looks soo cute in person!

Hmm..I wonder how my kids will look like. Like all mommies and daddies, i secretly hope that my baby will look adorable. But before that, i would have to endure morning sickness, followed by difficulty in walking/sleeping because of the pregnancy, and last of all....the part where i have to deliver the baby. That is when i would have to endure the worst of pain you could imagine! (Well, i have never experieced it myself, but as a woman, i can imagine it!)Ouch! Pain!! Ok, enough about delivery or labor pain. Lets just say that when the time comes, us ladies would not have any other choice but to experience it. So..yeah....that is something that we would not be able to run away from. Like it or not!

Oh, before i forget, tomorrow the muslims will start their fasting month. This year i have promised myself that i will try and finish fasting for the whole month! I guess it'll be a good way for me to loose weight. Hehehe...So tonight, i will weight myself and by the end of the month i will again weight myself and see if there would be any difference. I CAN DO THIS! I CAN DO THIS!

Do i seriously think that i'm able to complete the whole month of fasting?? Hmm...we'll just have to wait and see then, wont we?!